Happy Birthday Renni :))
Thank you
Omg.! “God loves me yes he does for the Bible tells me so” because i take a nap hoping that what happened today was a nightmare and wake up to realize its reality and then get a text saying you really want this friendship to work.? Of course i do i cant just lose my bestfriend/lover and be okay with that like thats not okay. Thank God.! I love you so much.! :)
“Can’t Be Friends” by Trey Songz
This song describes it all.
I’m done dating…I’m done with guys…I’m done with girls…I’m done with everyone until I’m out of high school. Right now schoolwork and college is the first and only priorirty in my life and nothing can change that.
Relationships
Dangum.! Maybe its not meant for me to be in relationship with anybody because my goodness it never works out no matter what i do or how hard i try. I just give up until i’m out of high school. it’s hard getting over one person but having to get over two is unbearable and i don’t think I’m strong enough to do it. I cant believe this is happening all over again.
I feel like you just broke up with me even though it happened a year ago i can remember it just like it was yesterday. I was sitting in the CVS parking lot in my moms car my mon was inside we were texting and then you told me you just wanna be friends my heart broke into a million in one pieces and youd think with a shattered heart nothing could hurt me anymore…wrong…everything hurts now. I cant believe i just lost my bestfriend. you were/are everything to me i actually loved/love you and told you things i’ll never tell anyone else in a million years. but we can’t be friends because you still love me and you’re still in love with me. i still love you too and i’m still in love with you even though everyday i tell myself i’m not sometimes i start to believe it until i talk to you. but i since you were the person i told everything to when i could tell noone else i guess i just got to keep it all to myself now but that’ll be easy because i learned from you how to hide all y unhappy feelings from the outside world even from the people that care and actually do wanna help. you said never to say goodbye because you don’t ever want me to leave but you just said goodbye without realizing you said it so I’m gonna come right out and say it. i love you with all my heart but this is goodbye until/unless fate brings us together again.
i love you with all my heart but this is goodbye forever because fate will not bring me together with someone who only made me cry all the time.







